Month: February 2020

A Song, A Musing, and Colours Of The Dusk

Sun rahi hoon sudh budh kho ke, koi main kahani, Puri kahani hai kya, kise hai pata.. I was standing in the balcony. The sunset sky looked beautiful. Thousands of shimmering hues were playing hide and seek there, and amazed with the sublime beauty of the dusk, I was humming this song. While looking back to the road I have travelled so far, this song flashed in my mirror of heart. Something is magical in this golden hour, for sure. It reminds what you have left behind, how you were fooled for your innocence, how you slipped away your heart for someone who never cared and you didn’t welcome the love you truly deserved. “What if, I have followed my heart’s call, for once?” you whisper. And then, you feel a dumb pain inside, your eyes get wet.  Again, this hour reminds you how far you have come, travelling all alone. How strong you have always been to move on. Despite the circumstances, you stood strong. Defeating all the obstacles, finally, you won. This is …

The Purpose

Seeker, Today I want to tell you why I am here, why I started writing for you, why I started sending these letters of light to you. Because one day, I was there, at your place, just where you are standing right now. Devastated, insomniac, wondering about the purpose of my life. There was a moment when I started thinking my life is nothing but a failure, and so I am. I was seeking for the light all over, but I didn’t find it. I became broken, and silent. I chose to be isolated. I was deadly alive. Just when I started thinking that there is no sign of life left in me, only then, I met a miracle. I was bestowed with the boon of rebirth, and I became alive, again. I found a thin ray of light. And then I realized, the light was always there, behind the clouds. I didn’t find anyone who could bring me to the light, who could say, “I am with you.” May be there were few people, …